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livejournal? [12 May 2006|11:42am] uhh I haven't been on livejournal in so long, I sort of forgot it existed. anyways, I've been doing nothing but school and doctor's visits this whole semester, and school is finally over. BUT, I have a maymester class starting next week. oh well, at least I don't have summer school this year. no, no summer school. instead I will be having a baby at the end of june. I feel like I dropped off the face of the planet 7 months ago. seriously, I have no friends anymore. it's amazing what happens when you can't party anymore; it's like you never existed. oh well, I have other things to worry about. I have to go to a different school in the spring, and I haven't quite decided yet. I really need to get out of the dallas area, though. I really need to get out and do something. I haven't really done anything remotely fun in so long. my life consists of sitting at mark's watching tv or sitting at my house watching tv and studying. eh, I guess that's what I get for wanting to be a scientist. EDIT:I forgot to mention my doggy died yesterday. I got her right after my third birthday, so I've pretty much had her as long as I can remember. she was my best friend when I was little. I'm really going to miss that grandma dog. My other doggy is really depressed now, and it's really sad. RIP Holly! We love you and miss you. 2 fo shos| lend me some suga'

[28 Sep 2005|08:50pm] I am so gayz omgz what a betch me < you 4 realz 1 fo sho| lend me some suga'

I'm better than everyone, though I might be in a lot of shit. [20 Jul 2005|02:28am] summer fun has come to a halt, due to certain circumstances I will not discuss with most of you because I hate you. haha actually it's just because I'm a badass. but I'm doing this survey I did last summer because I'm bored. last cigarette: godddd like 1230 todayyyyy last car ride: like 1030 last kiss: ummm sunday or monday or something, I don't remember. last good cry: probably not long ago, considering the shit going on. last movie seen: willy wonka mother fuckers. last cuss word uttered: god last beverage drank: dr pepper last food consumed: sonic. last crush: hahaha fuck crushes, liking people is so much more efficient, but fuck feelings in general. last phone call: courtney or mark I don't remember last tv show watched: I don't know. last time showered: like 2 hours ago. last shoes worn: dollar store mary janes last cd played: q and not u last item bought: reeses. last annoyance: everyone. last disappointment: realizing even more how much people suck and I rule at life. last thing written: see above last key used: car last word spoken: gahhh. last sleep: last night last im: mark last sexual fantasy: hahaha fuckkk last time amused: like two seconds ago. last time wanting to die: uhhh, heroin withdrawals anyone? last time in love: fuck emotions godddd. last time hugged: uhhhh, taking mark home after na i believe on monday. hahaha last time scolded: probably today. last time resentful: pshhhh. last lipstick used: uhhh fuck that shit. last underwear worn: gray last bra worn: red last time dancing: sunday at work I think because it was my last day. 1 HOUR AGO: sitting. 1 DAY AGO: sleeping 1 WEEK AGO: withdrawals. 1 YEAR AGO: drunk as fuckkkk I HURT: withdrawals. I LOVE: myself. I HATE: everyone I FEAR: not being able to see the few people I like. I HOPE: my mother stops caring about who I am taking to NA with me. I FEEL: like a fucking badass. I HIDE: well, a lot less now. but still a lot. I MISS: ahhh that feeling. I LEARNED: about socrates! hahaha I NEED: to sleep probably, but it's for the weak. I THINK: that mark and I are the most badass people ever. 4 fo shos| lend me some suga'

yay, no more high school. [24 May 2005|08:11am] I have my sociology exam at 1020 today. then some gay meeting, but NO MORE HIGH SCHOOL!! seriously. although I still have to do all this dumb shit like grad rehearsal, senior breakfast, and graduation, I am out of high school. Graduation is on thursday. my mom's parents and sister are coming. other than that, I have no family that likes me enough to come to it. I think that basically makes me cooler than all the kids at my school that need 15 extra tickets for their giant morman families. I still have to register for summer school at cccc. shit, I think tomorrow's the last day before late registration. that sucks, I still don't even know what i'm going to take. after summer school, I'll have my 30 hours so I can begin unt in the fall without being forced to do some dumb shit. friday I am going to melt-banana...then I will definitely be partying way more often. I haven't seen anyone in months. it's really sad. so, I've been kinda crazy lately...not drinking as much...actually dating...oh well, I'm sure in like 2 weeks I'll be back to normal. hooray! anyways...I'm really glad I will never have to see any of those wylie mother fuckers ever again. lend me some suga'

school is so pointless. [21 Apr 2005|02:56pm] I should have just had this week off of school. seriously. Monday, I totally just forgot to go and slept all day. the rest of the week, 9-11 graders have taks. so basically, I just sit around. In my first period class, I'm the only senior, so these lame ass seniors joined my class and looked at football pictures all period. it made me want to puke everywhere. second period fucking freshman and sophs took over my class. it was awful. then I had psych, since everyone is an upperclassman everyone was there so we sortof did stuff. fucking sociology I just drew a poster that said "abby is better than all of you" which my teacher hung in the hallway. hahaha, god, that class is terrible. then, today, the seniors all had to either watch spiderman or sit in the gym for three hours. I watched all the dumbasses play dodgeball and red rover. at least I just got to make fun of everyone at my school. it would have been better if I had friends at school but since they are all fucking idiots, I prefer to just not. tomorrow, stupid bitches have taks again so I dunno what the fuck I'm goign to do. good thing we're reading le petit prince in french otherwise I'd go home before that class. so many people text messaged me yesterday saying something along the lines of "wanna smoke?" pshhh, as if I smoke pot. whatever man, I don't smoke the ganja and haven't for quite some time. sorrrry. I did see sin city yesterday though, which was not very good in my opinion. it had so many sexual innuendos though which made for good laughs. anyways... HAPPY BIRTHDAY TIFFANYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I love youuuuuuu:) 1 fo sho| lend me some suga'

breathing? [12 Apr 2005|09:15am] uh, I'm at home today because I apparently forgot how to breathe. or just forgot to do it a couple times making my head die. I'm pretty sure I don't want to go to the doctor because i'd have to go to an ENT and I don't want them to shine a flashlight up my nose...no hair? I've realized most things I say are totally random. that rules. I hung out with tiffany and michael on friday. it was terrific. I got drunk and had fun and saw lots of people I never see anymore. Plus, slumber parties at tiffany's are just wonderful. saturday night I went to this lame ass party with courtney, dust-off boy, and the russian kid from work. it was like a bunch of hillcrest high school kids who thought they knew everything about marijuana. talking about how BC is the best kind, then thinking that their shwag was dro. fucking hilarious. I'm so glad I don't smoke pot, yet still know more than those kids. I think I am just going to quad c for summer school this year. that way, I won't have to pay for shit until august and it's my brother's last summer home. I suggested that he and I just get an apartment in denton for the summer, but I don't think my mother agreed. I actually don't think she said no though...hmmmm. BRYAN LET'S MOVE TO DENTON WHEN YOU COME HOME!!!!! 12 fo shos| lend me some suga'

ladeedaa [04 Apr 2005|05:27pm] uhh, I haven't seen normal party people in a long time. actually, ryan ate at my work, but I never really hung out with him often anyways. but seriously, work among other things is taking over my life. but it's really fun. I just miss everyone, mainly tiffany. this weekend wasn't very busy at work. one of the deli boys huffed dust off the whole time, making things more interesting. my boss wasn't there friday or saturday, and will not be there all next weekend or the next friday. that rules. except that means I can't take off for friday night school. I'm never going to go. I've decided fuck that shit.fucking ID badges. I also have to pay a fine for not turning in some gay form to parker, texas. I hate that city. cops are fucking crazy. I skipped english today, and I'm pretty sure I'm failing pretty bad for not turning in an essay a few weeks ago. bummer dude. I need to hang out with my favorite. 3 fo shos| lend me some suga'

moneyyy [06 Feb 2005|08:24pm] my parents are watching the super bowl, and i'm going to vomit. seriously. work is kinda fun, though I have begun to dislike old people. I usually really like them. actually, I just don't like the bitchy ones...the ones who compliment me can come in as much as they want. I've missed a couple parties and that's kinda lame, but I was having a lot of fun those nights. My tarot cards said I partied too much. sweet dude. Next weekend, I hope to see all my friends. I've eaten nothing but a bowl of rice in three days. hooray. lend me some suga'

pick me up tomorrow;) [13 Jan 2005|11:12pm] so I know all of you want to pick me up somewhere in dallas. seriously, it'd be awesome. and we could party. and I'd give you gas money. or beer. or drugs? haha I dunno, seriously I just need to party.214 505 6222 1 fo sho| lend me some suga'

no more car:( [29 Dec 2004|08:48pm] so christmas was good. I got stuff. and I just got home this afternoon. but then tonight, I was all excited to be home and see friends and drink and just chill with good people. so i get some gas and I head out. well, there was this huge escalade in front of me with a driver who was in some dumb class I took last year, also someone i really wanted to kill when I had to go to that class everday. anyways, I'm sitting behind him, and I can't see anything because of his ugly enormous car, so I turn left at the worst intersection ever. except I don't really remember turning my steering wheel at all. I just remember sitting behind that dumb car and then I was flying out of my seat with smoke filling my car and I felt like my face was burning off. apparently there was a truck coming the other direction so he couldn't stop, so he ran into the front of my car, mostly on the passenger side. basically, my car is filled with school stuff, my clothes are soaked with air bag stuff and some red shit that flew in the air, my body is already sore as hell. My car is totalled, so I will not have one at least for a while. and I think my insurance will probably drop me, since it was my fault. neither of us were seriously injured or anything, the dude was complaining about his arm, his wife arrived at the scene and screamed at me, so I just walked to me smoking car to get my belongings. I can barely eat because my jaw hurts from the impact. my hand is all swollen and burned from the air bag. I think my chest is caving in, and I really need a cigarette. but i can't have one. my car is sitting in my drive way with gas that I just purchased coming out. it's been a wonderful experience. lend me some suga'

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